Rating: PG
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Spoilers: Show's been off the air since May of 2003. Can they still be considered spoilers?
Author's Notes: Canon through Chosen.
F/F romance: This story assumes a loving and sexual relationship between people of the same gender. If this offends or is illegal for you, then please leave. Come back when you are older, have an open mind, moved, or changed your laws.
Pairing: Willow/Kennedy, Kennedy/Faith
Summary: After a big night's Slaying, Kennedy gives in to the double "h"s.
Slaying has always been a big part of my life. I've worked and sacrificed to be what I am-a Slayer-and I wouldn't change a thing. Since I was chosen-since Willow did the spell to transform us all into Slayers, since then, I have felt this incredible connection to her and to the once dark Slayer. As Faith and I finish patrolling, I can feel the heat radiating off her, feel her heart pounding, read her thoughts-feel her need. Her hunger burns.
We walk in silence. Faith's eyes never leave the spot on the horizon in front of her. Mine never leave her. Where is she headed-I should have asked but I didn't, I just followed. Soon we stop in front of a rundown motel. Then our eyes meet, her voice is deeper, full of lust-her tone warning-"We go inside it's a done deal-"
I know what she means, "Got that-" the words are out before thought can enter in.
Faith smirks, "You sure now Junior?" and I step forward, my lips meet hers in a hard kiss. Lips open and close against lips-nothing gentle here. Soon tongues are fighting for dominance as she struggles to open the door. We stagger inside, hands fighting to get under clothes to bare skin. As her lips slide down my neck she lifts me up and holds me against the wall. Her teeth nip playfully at first but soon she is biting. I know there will be marks but I don't stop her. As shirts are unbuttoned and fall to the floor my hands begin to explore as well. As she starts to work the buttons on my jeans, I wrap my legs around her waist to steady myself against her as my hands caress her-tease her. Make no mistake-she's not to blame. I'm a willing participant.
Soon my jeans are down around my ankles and her fingers are at my clit-rubbing-arousing me even more as her lips lock to my right breast. I struggle to stay in control, but that's lost as she enters me with two fingers. She has me on edge almost instantly- as she drives me closer, her fingers like pistons- her pace faster still, I moan and I feel her smile against me. "Willow-" I whimper and her smile fades.
She becomes rougher. As she continues to grind me into the wall I can vaguely hear pictures fall and break as they hit the ground. "Red do this?-" she asks. She lifts me onto her shoulders, her Slayer strength allowing her to hold me as her lips join her fingers. She pulls my clit into her mouth and I fall hard, screaming her name. "What I thought-" she states as she lowers me onto my wobbly feet. She smirks down at me as I slide to the floor. "Had enough-?" she raises an eyebrow. I reach forward and grab her feet-knocking her off balance and she falls in front of me. I pull her to me and we kiss again. As we break for air she speaks, "Taking that as a no K-" whatever words were to follow, are lost as I kiss her again.
I crawl on top of her. 'Damn' I think to myself-'she's still smirking.' I start to lick her neck-making sure my tongue ring finds all the right places and I smile in victory when I hear a stifled moan. "Like that?" I question. I continue down her body with my tongue and then my lips. My hands and fingers work to remove her leather pants. Once they're gone I find myself face to face with her naked sex-and I can't help the moan that escapes my lips.
"Just gonna stare or what she asks," I can hear the need in her voice. "Do something junior-" she tries to sound tough but she's not fooling me. I'm the one in charge now.
"Plan to-" I whisper in her ear and feel her shiver beneath me. I stand and she stares at me like I'm a two-headed demon. "What? I said I have a plan." I pull her to her feet and lead her to the small coffee table. I stand in front of it and she just shakes her head. "Lay down with your feet over the side." She raises an eyebrow. "Now-" I order or try to-but even I hear the shake in my voice. She decides to play along and sits, then lays on the table. I kneel at her feet and look up into her eyes. "No touching or I stop."
She smirks, "A little kink?" I look at her warningly. "What ever-just get with the fucking." She reaches over her head and puts her hands on the table legs there.
I start at her ankles, soft kisses-tantlizing licks. I move up her body slowly the pattern the same. Kiss-lick. As I near her sex she tries to arch against me but I place a hand on her toned stomach and warn. "Don't-" she groans when my lips press kisses on her pelvic bone and she tries to move so my lips touch her sex. I smile- "patience," I whisper as I continue up her body. I press my tongue ring into her belly button and she moans loudly.
"Damn-Junior-please-"
Just where I want her-begging- I think to myself and continue my mission. Lips against soft skin-I can taste the salt from the slight sheen of wet that now covers her. I tease her more-I lick below her left breast and my fingers trace the skin of her right and she arches against my touch. As my lips latch around one taunt peak I feel her start to shake. She's so close and I haven't touched her wet slit. She's not going to know what hit her. I smirk just before I plunge three fingers inside and she screams and falls instantly. Her body is racked with waves of convulsions. Without giving her time to recover I continue to move in and out.
The pace is torrid and she groans. "Yes-fuck-harder." I do as she says. Harder-faster-and as she is hit with another orgasm she jerks so hard her hands pull the legs from the table and we fall with a thud. We laugh as I lie on top of her, the broken table under us; my fingers still buried inside her slick folds. "Damn-" she pants. "You're gonna have to pay for that."
"You think-" I say with a pleased smirk-I can see her flushed face as she tries to recover from what I know is the best orgasm of her life.
"Oh yeah-" she flips me onto my back and as she rides my hand her fingers enter me and I moan. "Definitely gonna pay." She thrust and grind in unison and I am getting so close.
The truth of her words hit me about the same time as the orgasm- Willow's name again on my lips. What have I done?
Hours later as the sun comes up I sit in our bedroom and try to explain to the woman I love what an idiot I am-"I fucked up," I admit-tears falling down my face.
"Interesting choice of words," answers the redhead as she battles to keep tears away.
"I didn't mean-" I try but I know it's useless. I can see the hurt in her eyes. - "the slaying-"
"Don't-don't blame your-I can't do this -" says the witch as she shakes her head.
"Will-please-" this time it's me who begs.
"Go-Kennedy-just go."
"I didn't mean to hurt you-" I tell her. Willow turns to the window and tears finally fall. I watch her and my heart breaks. Tears stream down my face and I try for what I know will be the last time. "I love you-" She doesn't answer and I leave.
Sitting on a headstone in a cemetery, waiting for the next new vamp to rise, I reminiscence. It's been five years since I lost her-my goddess. Five years since I realized that I'm more like Faith then I want to be-Want. Take. Have.
Right-I laugh-not have-have not. Nothing- I'm alone. The vampire rises and I plunge the stake into his chest and he explodes to dust-to nothing. Nothing. Alone again.
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